@april - walk of my life

R.are.

2012-01-17T22:42:00.003+08:00

Recent Shooting.

Definitely not what I had in mind.
...

Syok Sendiri No.:

2012-01-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

For the record:

Syok Sendiri No.: 987654324567546754~ times.

It has been awhile since the last time I last syok sendiri.

December was sickening. The bulk of the crap was insane. The compare and contrast wasn't helping. Its more on, demoralized. Syok sendiri is a great way to detox from craps. =)

Presenting to you : Port Dickson.

(x.o)

The thought of 'teh ais' sea water is not exactly right. But the google imaged greenish-blue sea water is not right either..

The view was okay, but I wouldn't stay there. Literally drove there and slept by on the bench for 2.5 hours head home. This is what I call syok sendiri!!

The man-made 'lake' (what ever you call it) is a plus point to this resort.
However, it seems more like a lake than sea/beach.
Worth visiting, but I do not like it.

Additionally, the receptionist is not friendly and the room rate is not fixed. One minute you call, the room package of comes with breakfast, the next minute, it is not. When I question for the reason, she asked me to wait, consulted her colleague and I heard her say 'bagi aje la~' which means "just give it to her~". Do you think I am not able to afford the breakfast??? Shitty service.

And for that, I decided not to stay and just hover there for 2.5 hours.

Info:
http://www.corusparadisepd.com/
Corus Paradise Resort Port Dickson
3.5km, Jalan Pantai, 71000 Port Dickson, Negeri Sembilan Darul Khusus,Malaysia
Telephone: (606) 647 7600 Fax: (606) 647 7630 Email: resvn@corusparadisepd.com

BE GONE

2012-01-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

Some bits and pieces of December 2011.
-convo.

Bro

Mum & Bro

God-Parents & Bro

Finally, 2011 has come to an end. It has been a pain in the ass year. I'm glad that it is over now.

Throughout my entire life, I have never encounter death, besides my pet gold fish, died due to severe attacked by water bug. I remember I was in tears, begging daddy to safe my beloved pet fish, goldie..

20 years later...Who am I supposed to beg to safe my dad?...

He very much, still revolve in my daily thought. I'm literally out of idea how to not think about it. Eventually this drives me (a lil') nuts, because I do not want to bored the person that spend time with me, with the same old story. Eventually I found a new method; I think, I cried and I recovered. Life goes on. And seriously, things like this I rather not learn.

Other stuff, not to mentioned, not something to be proud of....not anything that I can feel proud of.

My first time on an airplane.
My first trip to Thailand without financial support by parents; not that I get sponsored all the while.
My first time wearing a robe-
My first time sleeping by the beach with bikini.
My first time engaged in a legal job for this long..and still going.
My first time to burst into tears in the public; for countless time.
My first time to engaged in a small business.
My first time to pay for family dinner without the worry-about-the-$$-thought.

May the year 2012 be way better than all the above...

My new year resolution? I may perhaps make the same resolution every year, and perform the same 'action' later; which is to forget about it... and the cycle continues.. till now.

Perhaps this year might be a lil' different, now that I have graduated and no longer attach to books, lets work on grumpiness. Been trying real hard in dealing with this issue and some people still take my patience for granted. Hence, yea, I still need to work on it. Please be noted that sarcastic & anger is two completely different class of subjects!

How about $$$$ resolution ?? Nah, it'll grow by itself eventually. So why make resolution in making big bucks?

HAPPY NEW YEAR PUNKS!

Yea. I made it.

2011-12-06T20:52:00.001+08:00

When I was 13, my cousin sister graduated from University Kebangsaan Malaysia, as a chemist. Everyone in the family (close relative was so happy for her). She was like the first scholar to the family (not to mentioned those that not close). I remember everyone was so busy trying out her robe, and I remember few of them told me that I should try it on, otherwise, I will not have the chance to wear a robe. - the reason being, I suck in school. I managed to obtained 2A's only while I was UPSR. What ever.

Back to the story...and of course, being the stubborn, rebellious and the ego me, I reluctant to. Initially, I wanted to try it on for fun. But, after they blurted our such word, hell no that I will even touch it. I was thinking, if the day I get to put that robe on, it'll be my my own effort. My time and not others.

Yea. I made it...

SO?

No biggie. I was late.

I was late for a year.

And I was late... ..

Now all that left is 3, it is no longer fun in family potrait.
Another 4 days, it be 4 months.
That was how long daddy left us.

I forgot..it was suppose to be happy.

Happy?
Not so, I just feel I look older in the recent picture. I do not look as hot as the one in bro's grad pic.

Spent half an hour to blog and ended up erasing the painful story..

I miss baba...

$$$

2011-10-01T22:47:00.003+08:00

RANDOM**

GARMIN NUVI 1350

Yeah baby~!
I got my own sexy GPS already. I'm sick of getting lost in places and google map.
GPS you better be good and lead me precisely. Else, I might practice the habit of consuming machine.
$$$ gone... If only I can claim the expenses....yea, I wish.

Totally syiok sendiri act.
One way to de-stress besides making out ;)

I sat there for like hours, 1-2 perhaps. Wish to ponder longer, unfortunately, received 911 called from Mr. Bladder...
I would consider KLCC park is one of the safest park to walk alone without being robbed, raped or killed. Although there is no case reported from Tasik Permaisuri Park, but...it's creepy there and Bukit Jalil, I've heard countless of rob cases ...

Better safe than sorry, I stand strong on my 'need'though, which is to die-nicely.

CHARMAINE SHEH !!!!

She is gorgeous !! But I'm not her die hard fan. I like here ;)
Lucky me to bumped into her meet-the-fans session promoting some skin care product.

If only life is like starcraft : Press enter, key in 'show me the money' & press enter again...

Life is so boring. Me want snap snap =)

Pretty Awesome Things

2011-09-24T22:00:00.003+08:00

Things that fascinate me..

Things that I want to see and places that I want to visit....badly, besides beaches & sunshine!

1- AURORA BOREALIS

The aurora borealis (northern lights) form when charged protons and electrons emitted from the sun (solar wind) penetrate the earth's magnetic shield and collide with atoms and molecules in our atmosphere. These collisions result in countless little bursts of light, called photons, which make up the aurora. Collisions with oxygen produce red and green auroras, while nitrogen produces the pink and purple colors. This reaction encircles the polar regions of the earth and occurs at an altitude of 40-400 miles (65-650 km) in a zone called the "Auroral Oval."

When & Where

The aurora borealis most commonly occur between 60°-75° latitude, but during great geomagnetic storms the auroral oval expands equatorially and can reach 30° latitude or further. In the northern hemisphere they are called the aurora borealis (northern lights) and in the southern hemisphere aurora australis (southern lights).

An auroral display might be observed any night from dusk until dawn as long as it is dark, which excludes Alaskan summer nights (May-July). The best time to view them is between midnight and 2 am. There is an 11-year solar cycle (on average) that controls the tempo of the aurora. The most recent peak in the cycle occurred in 2000-2001. The next peak is predicted in 2013 - 2014.

source:

http://www.aurorahunter.com/how-the-aurora-borealis-form.php

ALASKA, in 2-3 years. I think I might need to sell my limbs to get there in such a short time. Do I ?

2-Vieques Island, Puerto Rico

Phosphorescent organisms illuminate the water as a reaction to motion.

Which means, when there is movement in the water, it will result in the lines of fluorescent light in the river. Beautiful!

source : http://nightlywords.wordpress.com/2009/12/

Wish You Were Here ..

2011-09-22T21:11:00.001+08:00

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here....

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I'd do to to revive you...

Wow, Blogspot changed so much... it has been awhile since I last blogged. *I'm such a jakun*

Remarks for my own***

I used to have crazy ( but normal) weird habits like tearing in the shower, sleep or a walk in the park - when there is no one around of course, and for apparent reason ! I'm not nuts!. Since I have my own ride now, I practiced that while driving., I find it difficult to drive, the tears are blocking my vision...

Bodoh.

FYI ; that's repeating in my playlist now! I find the song depressing, but meaningful and yeah, I'm a dumb ass.

2 Years later....

2011-09-03T21:24:00.002+08:00

Lets see where do I stand now...in the sense of mentality.

40 Secrets about yourself.

Be honest no matter what.
If I tag you, you have to do one!

1.) have you ever been asked out?
yea
ya

2.) where was your default picture taken?
home studio

same

3.) what's your middle name?
sy
same lar.

4.) your current relationship status?
single

same lar dew.

5.) does your crush like you back?
i dont crush. and i dont care

no.

6.) what is your current mood?
empty.angry.mang jang & boring
regret

7.) what color of underwear are you wearing?
none

none

8.) what color shirt are you wearing?
none
white

9.) Missing something?
no
daddy

10.) if you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
erase part n partial that i dont like and put in something i like ;)
be by daddy's side on the 10th, correct the tragedy.

11.) if you must be an animal for one day, what?
dolphin or horse
dolphin/horse/hawk

12.) ever had a near death experience?
no gua
yes - everytime when it involves height.

13.) something you do a lot?
make out with sushi in my mouth, @.@ ...pls!!~~ -,-'''
hallucinate

14.) the song stuck in your head?
come back to me
california king bed! awesome!

15.) who did you copy and paste this from?
sei yan eklern
myself

16.) name someone with the same birthday as you?
raja azila
as above

17.) when was the last time you cried?
couple days ago
yesterday

18.) have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
yea...when i was baby
i prefer syok sendiri

19.) if you could have one super power what would it be?
invisible at anytime i like & fly
travel through time & fly

20.) what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
look - phsyical habits - personality .
manner, personality & habit.

21.) what do you usually order from starbucks?
caramel thingy la ~~
carmamel frap....

22.) what's your biggest secret?
i aint as good as ppl said
my ego is bigger than my size

23.) favorite color?
black. sharp colour.

black.

24.) do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
tom n jerry? road runner - pit pit!! hehehehe!!!
alot. smuff..bring me a smuff and i will marry you- with condition.

25.) what's on your walls?
nothing

stars

26.) what are you?
homo sapiens
evolution failed. I'm still human being.

27.) do you speak any other language?
yea
consider so.

28.) what's your favorite smell?
nice smell
peach!

29.) Describe your life in one word.
I try to not make other people's life difficult by making my life difficult. -sometime.

mou-dew.

30.) have you ever kissed in the rain?
forgot
cant recall.

31.) what are you thinking about right now?
$$ , beaches, me n myself and baby boy~~lol

time machine, $$, beach...sun bathing..

33.) what should you be doing?
making out

making out with mc-steamy

34.) who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
wht ever la . damn it
siapa lagi.

35.) how often do u talk to God?
barely.during emergency time.
when i need a favour...

36.) do you like working in the yard?
yea.away from jerks ;) hula!

NO.

37.) if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
i dont want any. i love my current name.

I'm happy with what i carry with me now ;p

38.) do you act differently around the person you like?
yea

yes. i'm schizo.

39.) what is your natural hair color?
Black
dark brown actually.

40.) who was the last person to make you cry?
some jerk.myself.

myself la.

In conclusion, I don't change do I ?

August Thai 3rd - 10th

2011-08-29T07:37:00.016+08:00

At last, the reason that kept me alive back then was this! It has been a tough year, I was refering to 2010.

PHUKET 2011 awesome...

x:xx pm upon arrival at hote, The Gallery, Patong.

We seemed so lost and blur. How to top up credit for local phone???

Ohh~ *122* ...if I'm not mistaken. I forgot.

Scary. All the wires coiled up and entangled...

able to hear noises of the current...

Local food : Pancake! Awesome! Go for banana pancake!

Crispy Roti Canai Pisang-like with evaporated milk toping!

Bad Choice, Corn. - Almost tasteless.

Things to do....

Phang Nga

Most of the time, I reluctant to get involve with things that require me putting on helmet. I look super dumb with that on. First, it will somehow senget, 2 possibilities ;

1) I did not put it on correctly

2) My head is not round.

2 - is more likely.

Some waterfall at Phang Nga..

Flying Fox

Makan

Waterfall

The next day;

Agendas : Island hoping.

Literally hop.

We meet this cute buddies from somewhere between Russia and Mongolia. For convenient purpose, we treat them as Russian. They are soldier and a lawyer ! and good friend.

We have difficulties in communicating. So we actually draw things... pigs, shark. Funny.

Two adorable huge russian man!

PhiPhi Island~ aww. I love Cheryl to the max. ~

Cheryl, Shu Shuen & Alan

Someone's sexy ass~~... (right).

Thailand have cute breed of stray dogs.

Most of the are FAT & HAIRY & Live in Ignorance. - macam boss!

What is this dog doing here in the busy area -Bangla Street??

-busy eating snack. sit and eat like nobody's business.

I totally 38...

Ovaltine Float!

Freak, I love ovaltine! Bad news for Milo lovers, ovaltine are way more popular than Milo! AWesomee!!

and corn pie...

My breakfast...

That is ovaltine incase you do not know~!

In Tuk tuk heading to Phuket Town, bus station - PHUKET - KRABI

Krabi!!!

Krabi's version of the Phuket Bangla's street dog. Live in ignorance. Sleeping on the same spot, everyday, in the middle of the street!

Fat and grumpy too~

Chung Shang Hui

Kayak....

Again this stupid picture of my injury. It looks, 'minor' - no biggie !! Well, its not, the reason I make a big fuss about it is because

1)there were puss.

Prolly the mangrooves root are poison or something.

2) I didn't know the blunt root of mangrooves are actually sharp!

Bodoh...

Local Delights. Tom Yam~!! I like!!!! Drool**

By, Cheryl....unbelievable! lolx. Nola, she can cook.

Krabi Town

Looks nice, taste ok. Oh, with black ants too...

Aonang Beach

Last day of Krabi. Sun bathing ...awesome. I was smilling to myself for no apparent reason. This is what I've been longing and wanting for such a long time after all the crappy and stress moment..

Favourite song, sun, beach, friend & bikini..wonders..

10th august. Remembrance Date.

It was supposed to be a happy trip that I shall remember, but it turned out to be a tragedy..

I received a call from my brother while I was on my way to Krabi Airport.

I saw his phone number appearing on my sexyphone's screen. I was expecting mean voice of him asking me " eh, bodoh, where you? today balik ah? "

I was wrong. .. he paused for 2 seconds, in a devastated voice.. and he said :

'shook yee ah...baba sei jor ...'

My brain spinned so fast trying to define each of the word clearly. We do not joke about all this, he can't be fooling about this and there is no way this is real. Hell no..

I demand for clarification and he explained what happened..

Someone took my dad away from me. He was a strong and healthy 72 years old man. His strength are tougher then the 3 of us in the family. He afraid of nothing and he loves animal. ..

How can this happened? Life is so not fair.

I have not got the chance to meet him ...the last time I talked to him was a week ago before I left to Phuket.

I was anticipating for his ego smiles and hidden happy face when I came back from Thailand, to give him ciggies that I intended to get him from airport and pocket money from my first official salary..

I wanted to bring him and mummy to go on a trip..He has never been on a plane. He was working all his life for the families..and all that he received, all these while are hatred from both the families..

Baba, that is not true, although we are mad about what happened, but we still love you..We want you to be able to relax and leave the monetary issue on us, someday.. Just another few months time...we need to do it slowly..I just graduated.. We need time..

And time does not permit..

I didn't know that he is actually anticipating ...see me graduate.. All the good and happy stuff are just few months ahead...

We planned family trip, good news are coming ahead. Collecting my new car...taste the wine that bro's gf bought for him on his 72th bday. Family picture...my convo...

I miss his 'hidden smile' alot...everything we bought something for him, he will never say that it taste good. But we can tell it from his face that he likes its..

At this moment, all I wish for is the ability to travel through time.. I always think that it is childish to asked for a super power like this, and I will never ask for this. .. But through desperation. I want it..although it is not possible. I want it. I think of any possibilities everyday and night..

I tried to imagine what had happened that day, how did I happened. What was he doing..his feeling..did he endure the whole incident with his eyes wide open...did he feel the pain...

I do not know how to tell my dad to rest in peace while I know that there is so much that he is anticipating and there is so much that we wanted to do for him...I just...can't say it...

If I can do a substitution on this, I have no hesitation to replace his position..

I hope justice will be on our side you big fat liar! Making false statement and such attitude on a Bulan Ramadan, Bulan Suci. ..

....

Everything is supposed to happy, it is all well -planned...we never exclude you from our plan..

You will always be in my heart.

Butt Chat

2011-07-23T21:01:00.003+08:00

My imaginary chat.

ME : Oh (short) jeans, you look so nice, but why do you trap heat lar?

Jeans : Well, too bad la, this is the fact.

ME : You look nice and comfy, but why la? My pussy feel super hot leh.

Jeans : No why. Is the fact. Stop asking.

Jeans : "Siapa yang pakai jeans, dia-lah yang terasa panas "

ME : @.@ !!!! [Geram!!!]

ME: Shut up or I will fart on you.

Some pic update.

As I grow older, my eyes gets smaller.

What the ... *duttttt~*

Messy Babs

2011-07-07T23:44:00.002+08:00

Babs- derived from the word babbles.

I got lil' mental imbalance today, so I had to do this. Initially I wanted to keep this as private as possible, however there is something called google / facebook search.

It will anyhow eventually jadi public.

Whatever lar~

Of the 5mins conversation, (fyi, sit and listen) . My mind auto summarized one word from the 5mins talk - incompetent.

The fact that I prepared all the draft in the morning, digging up some draft and format wording, making the website available for other person to use - seemed not appreciated at all.

I did not late for work, I did not spend extra time during lunch hour, trying my best to accommodate to all the 'orders' . And all that I get from these 5 days work are;

a) a free loader donkey which thinks that it is my duty to treat her meal all the time because my pay is higher.

Meeting people like this makes me feel constipated. Damn 7sien.

b) I am an incompetent person. I do not think outside the box. I have limited knowledge. I am not god-like wise person.

Awesome.

Suck it up. No one get paid to do sweet stuff like her. FB all the time.

Disrupting my work station.

Freebies.

Whatever lar. MelonDew aje.

Magical Musical @ Sunway Lagoon Amphitheatre With Renee

2011-06-30T01:40:00.005+08:00

I have zero knowledge about stage performance or broadway, but one thing I know for sure, I love watching stage performance. Be it sketch, dancing, musical etc lar.

Need to express my gratitude to Renee to share her VIP seats on this event with me!

Some info I gathered/found with regards to this Magical Musical @ Sunway Lagoon

"Sunway Lagoon has brought together a group of first class talents from London’s West End in this RM3 million production of Magical Musicals, set against Times Square, New York. The stage was glitzy and glamourous, with many iconic landmarks of Times Square being reproduced ...."

Besides that I can see that they are supported by local talents as well which I recognised one of the chinese guy performer!

Before the show start, announcement was made from time to time and the audience are reminded to silent their mobile phone, failure to do so will result in them taking our mobile phone and throw it into the lagoon!

Lolx!

I was surprised that throughout the entire show, I hear no phone ringing- at all!

That's it way it should be!

Starting soon...

Performing 'Umbrella'

'I need a hero'

'As long as you are mine'

It's beautiful.

Renee said, its best for wedding proposal. So guys, if you are keen on Renee Ng (go facebook search) you know the tricks!

The Dreamgirls

'Jai ho'

Awesome performance!

They will be here until end of first week in July if I am not mistaken.

Google Magical Musical@Sunway Lagoon if you are interest.

The price ranging from RM100- RM 300 for VIP seats.

Lousy Spec of Sexyphone's Camera. It's beautiful.

Some picture are obtained from the public webpage.

MasterChef April !

2011-06-30T01:05:00.003+08:00

CHAWAN MUSHI !!!!

Well, thanks to Christina for sharing the recipe.

I don't like to cook but I like to make something else ; like this!

The outcome...

The kiamsiap me bought only 2 chawanmushi cup while my family consist of 4.

What about the other two? No worry, I don't have the habit of owning everything for myself, I share!

The other two, I filled it in a common ugly bowl. *paiseh*

Whole purpose is to cut cost. Well, I don't have a job and my pocket money is limited, so yea~ they'll understand ;)

Anyway...

TADDDDAAAAAARRRRRRRR !

By MasterChef April Lim !!!

Looks good and taste good too!

Pre-24's fun!

2011-06-30T00:59:00.005+08:00

We two unemployed nonsense lass, got nothing better to do - decided to head to Genting !

Initial plan; to makan ; chilling on the breeze; also starbuck caramel frap!

1. Pizza Hut new stuff

This is not planned meal. Though it looks rather pathetic to dine at Pizza Hut. Somehow, I still think fast food are the best in Genting. Other food don't look promising in terms of monetary, also the taste. Fast food is the best safe guard!

2) Chilling on the breeze...* checked !

3) Caramel Frap....* too cold and full due to the pizza!

4) Unexpected nonsense, we decided to have this childhood-flash-back activity.

The last time I went to outdoor theme park was....I was 12 years old.

One full cycle of 12 years.

It was okay~ until ...during our first ride. FIRST RIDE!!!!! FIRST RIDE!!!!! WTF!!!!

We felt the raindrops...

The after stories, faham faham lar.

So we camwhore for not long, FEW HOURS aje~

NOT SUITABLE FOR PREGNANT MOTHER !!! DO NOT PROCEED AND I DO MEAN IT !!

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Products of JOYEYE apps.

Finally Rainy Cloud took off ~

Not really shine though. Look at the mist

Herbal Egg to ease the chill

Taste good!

See what I mean~

We waited for awhile and the mist cleared off in one hour time and we had so much fun!

yeah right*

lolx ;)

The Return of Big Fat Lense & Babble

2011-06-16T19:24:00.007+08:00

My 2nd post after exam.

Some bimbo just destroy my babble mode.

Taken since November 2010.

Just managed to developed/cross-processed the slide.

The last torn photograph

Guess where is this !

I shall reward whoever that manage to figure out this crappy place.

Lolx.

"Blast Keck Seng"

The name given is rather ridiculous.

Yes I know.

The name is more like a description lar~ plus, I used to work there and I wish I can blast that building specifically 5th floor.

*in future, whatever that happens to this building has got nothing to do with me" - just in case. Disclaim what i say dulu~

I've got the mental intention but I don't wish to perform that.

"Things" in BukitBintang is rather captivating.

This has nothing to do whether I spend most of my time there or I love that place, I don't love that place.

It's just that I was attached to that area for at least 7 years- BBGS.

The picture below is really poor in quality and etc lar.

But, there is always but .... ;)
The drunkard on the buaian is really cute!

Pudu Jail - incase you are wondering where.

Captivating isn't it?

Trip to Pangkor, ages ago.

Trip to Gold Coast, amazing!

Yea right, Malaysia Gold Coast, Sepang.

Lo Mai Wei, Ooi Mon, Wai Kuan

Hometown

Checkered-day

That's all folks!

Life is super annoying lar.

Why the heck that when I wanted to work, they dis-encourage me.

Now that they listened to me, they encourage, but too bad. I am no longer that enthusiastic about this.

I am glad that I no longer have to deal with restrictive life style of pondering at my books and papers for hours aday !

Sadly, that joy doesn't last long.

The interview session already freaks me out to the extent my anxiety, emotional distress and heartburn are back for visit.

Damn. - so fast?

Or perhaps, this is the real world, I have not encounter jobs that require me to do some sort of test or homework lar.

Or doing 'sales' and hitting quota in this field? This is rather "too much" ...

So far I am not able to digest the terms and the homework thingy yet.

...super stress.

Emails unable to log in, some bimbo and dumbos. And I think that my future-boss (in the event I accept his offer) , googled or fb search me before hand.

This really like, lebih lebih lar.

I hope they don't search or googled me to the extent reaching my bloggy here.

Vroomy !

2011-06-05T12:03:00.003+08:00

I was kinda amazed when the machine enter the pit lane. I was thinking at last, I can witness this fast-hand-fast-leg technique in changing tyre and stuff, like what we watch in TV.

What a disappointment.

I am a totally dumbo when it comes to motor sport. I have no idea why TV series shows that the crew race against the time to put up the tyre and stuff. But in reality, it doesn't reflect so.

Perhaps, this race is different from others. I don't know.

Can someone educate me a bit.

I watch this video again and again, not that I like it, its because I enjoy the Vrrroooom~ Vroooomw~ sound.

AWESOME.

AFOS 2011

2011-05-31T22:41:00.009+08:00

Nothing great about days after exam. In fact, it feels like just-another-sunday, but of course no limitation on sleeping time and restriction.

Good enough.

But the sleeping-disorder and the weird biological-clock-probs still persist.

Thankfully, that didn't last more than a day.

Consider that was my lucky day, the next day after exam. Someone engaged me for a freelance job of 3 days at Sepang for the Asia Festival Of Speed (AFOS).

Easy job.

Not-that-much-of-physical-torturing.

But to wake up at 530am in the morning and stay awake during working, is some what tiring.

I am not vain. I have no idea why the picture doesn't shrunk by itself. And I have no intention to resize them and I have no idea why my blog's application doesn't improve compare to the recent users that sign up. No fair.

I am well aware of my horrifying skin complexion. You can save your saliva & energy on commenting on that~ TT.TT

I uploaded it via URL and

obviously, I steal it from somewhere else.

Courtesy to the : watermark lar~

Awesome colleaque, JOJO.

She sings, talk, and talk like parrot.

JoJo JoJo ~ it stuck in my head now. Annoying giler.

AND her idol is REBECCA FRIDAY. This is really like WTF.

One of the nicest girl I met in freelance ^.^

We have tons of evil plan back then.

JOJO the SI OCD!! Goodness sake! lolx.

EYE CANDY..

(Red T)

The white shirt guy is David, which is the... oh-I-forgot. I can only remember he is the boss and he actually runs all this motor sport thingy or something. The 90% bald men with the PETRONAS shirt is the TRAINER of the PETRONAS driver. Trainer as in the sense physical trainer. In short, nanny lar~ Make sure the driver do not gain a pound or two.

The red T guy, needless to say. EYE CANDY larrr! ~

The most good looking guy in the whole event!

I have no idea who is he though~

When there is no spectator...

Excuse me for being a little jakun. That was my first time at Sepang Circuit.

The first day, rehearsal or something. Nothing much.

Waiting for time to pass by.

She's actually staring at some lady punya jiggly boobies from above.

No kidding.

Our work station:

Awesome isn't ?

No staring only. We are actually allow to eat them! 3 meals aday.

Anytime. Of course, on the right timing.

Also, our breakfast. (Day 2)

Day 3 breakfast.

Watermelon larr.

Qualifying Result :

Some other nonsense.

This guy here looks like the bad ass in Terminator. The policeman which can't be killed.

Not just appearance! Also the way he walk. I named him, 'The Policeman' .

The crowd.

FYI - they are snapping the Grid Girls and Race Queen. Not the cars.

I used to think those F1 maniac are insane. Why would they want to purchase the big bucks ticket just to watch the F1 machine passed by-them for that few seconds? What is so fun or cool about it? According to those maniac, just the sound of VRrrRRRoom~ is heaven-like.

To me,

Watch it at home lar.

Better view, air-conditioned/fan at least and food & toilet access anytime. Save cost too.

That my view previously.

The fact is, the sound of these machines are superb. The kind of sound pollution, that most people will like.

Especially homosapien that possessed the XY genes. It is about 130decibel or more. Which can cause physical and mental injury to human kind.

Irregardless of those,

I see the point now.

I have to agree it is awesome.

Sadly, I failed to upload the sound clips of the VrrRRRrrooommms! of the GT cars.

Glee : Bubble Toes [Mike Chang]

2011-05-22T00:25:00.002+08:00

Mike Chang, marry me.

FYI, this is one of my McDreamy type. A++ !!

Uhlalala~

Power of Mind

2011-05-02T01:29:00.002+08:00

Never under estimate the mind power.

My hand literally spell my thought out.

My initial intention was to write :

" use by df cannot give rise to a likelihood of confusion- on the PART of the consumer - there was x misleading."

Dunno you tulis apa?

2011-04-29T22:54:00.008+08:00

˙ɹәdɐd ʇsɹ!ɟ ʎɯ oʇ sʎɐp 9 'uʍop ƃu!ʇunoɔ

˙sʇɔәɾqns 2 Ⴁɔɐә ɹoɟ sʎɐp 5˙4 әʌɐႡ ! 'sƃu!Ⴁʇ Ⴁʇɐɯ әႡʇ ƃu!op

˙pɐәɹ oʇ uo!ʇɐu!ɯɹәʇәp puɐ ʇsәɹәʇu! ʇsoႨ ʇsnɾ әʌ,! puɐ

˙ɹɐɟ ƃu!ɹәpuoʍ pu!ɯ ʎɯ

u! sʇႨnsәɹ Ⴁɔ!Ⴁʍ 'ƃu!dәәႨs u! ʎʇႨnɔ!ɟɟ!p

˙ɔ!ɹʇsɐƃ puɐ ʎɯɯnʇ ʎssɐƃ 'uo!ʇɐɹʇuәɔuoɔ ɹood 'ʎɐp ɐ sɹnoႡ 42 әɯoɹpuʎs әnƃ!ʇɐɟ

˙dɐɹɔ Ⴈәәɟ ! 'po!ɹәd s!Ⴁʇ ʇɐ ɹɐәʎ ʎɹәʌә

˙әɟ!Ⴈ uʍo ʎɯ oʇu! ssәɹʇs ʎɹɐssәɔәuun ƃu!ppɐ

˙ssәɹʇs әႡʇ Ⴁʇɹoʍ әɹnʇnɟ әɹnɔәs pәႨႨɐɔ-os s!Ⴁʇ ʞu!Ⴁʇ ʇ,uop ʎႨsno!ɹәs !

ʇɐ ɹɐәʎ ʎɹәʌә 'ʎႡʍ s! Ⴁɔ!Ⴁʍ

iәɹoɯ ʎuɐ s!Ⴁʇ әʞ!Ⴈ uo!ʇɐnʇ!s u! ɟႨәsʎɯ ʇnd ʇou ႨႨ!ʍ ! ʇɐႡʇ ɟႨәsʎɯ pႨoʇ ! puɐ ɹɐәʍs ! 'ʇuәɯoɯ s!Ⴁʇ

˙os op oʇ pәႨ!ɐɟ ! 'ʎႨsno!ʌqo 'uәႡʇ Ⴁɔ!Ⴁʍ

˙әႨɔʎɔ әႡʇ әʇәႨdɯoɔ oʇ ɟႨәsʎɯ pәɔɹoɟ !

˙ɹɐႨ әuɐsu! s! s!Ⴁʇ

˙oƃɐ sʞәәʍ2 uo!ʇɐu!ɯɹәʇәp puɐ ʇsәɹәʇu! әႡʇ ʇsoႨ ʇsnɾ !

˙uo!s!ʌәɹ ɟo әʇɐʇs Ⴈɐ!ʇ!u! әႡʇ ʇɐ pooƃ ʎႨႨɐәɹ ƃu!op sɐʍ !

˙ʎɐʍɐ ,әɯ-pәႡsɐʍ, ɟo ʇɹos puɐ ɹnɔɔo sƃu!Ⴁʇ p!dnʇs Ⴁɔ!Ⴁʍ

˙ʞɐәɹq-ʌʇ/ɐәʇ ʇxәu әႡʇ uɹɐә oʇ pɹɐႡ-ʎpnʇs oʇ әɯ әʇɐʌ!ʇoɯ oʇ ƃu!Ⴁʇou әʌɐႡ ! puɐ pәpuә sә!ɹәs әႡʇ

)= ˙ ,pәʇɔәɾәɹ, Ⴈәәɟ ! Ⴁɔ!Ⴁʍ ˙әɯ ɹәႡʇoq oʇ ɯәәs ʇ,usәop uo!uɐdɯoɔ usɯ/sɯs ʎɯ

˙u!ɐƃɐ 'pәʇɔәɾәɹ Ⴈәәɟ әɯ sәʞɐɯ Ⴁɔ!Ⴁʍ˙˙ʎႨ!sɐә әuoәɯos oʇ pәႡɔɐʇʇɐ ƃu!ʇʇәƃ ɟo ssәuʞɐәʍ ʎɯ

˙dәәႨs әႡʇ u! uәʌә әɯ sɹәႡʇoq ʇɐႡʇ u!ɐd әႡʇ 'әqoႨ ɹɐә uәႨႨoʍs

Ⴈ ʎqɐq

˙ʎʇә!xuɐ әɯ әsnɐɔ - әʌɐәႨ oʇ ʇuɐʇɔnႨәɹ puɐ ʎzoɔ ɹәdns s! ɯooɹ ʎɯ pәs!Ⴈɐәɹ puɐ pәpuɐɹʇs ʇɐႡʇ pɹɐz!

˙ɹәႡʇɐәʍ ʇoႡ

˙suosɐәɹ p!dnʇs ɟo sәႨ!d әʞ!Ⴈ ɯәәs ʎɐɯ ʇ!

˙˙ʇsɐәႨ ʇɐ '2˙2 әႡʇ ɹoɟ әdoႡ op ! ʇnq

˙ɹәʇɐႨ su!ɯ ʍәɟ˙˙˙˙

˙әuoႡd әႡʇ uo uәɹ oʇ ƃu!ʞႨɐʇ ɹәʇɟɐ ssәɹʇsәp Ⴈәәɟ ! 'ႨႨәʍ

(= ˙spuә!ɹɟ 'pәәu ! ႨႨɐ s,ʇɐႡʇ

The pic is really pointless lar.

Upload it for the sake of something pic.

Okay belajar rajin rajin!

Froggggeh!

2011-04-24T01:20:00.003+08:00

I drew it.

Awwww~ I'm so talented.

Yeah, I get it. You feel like slapping me.

But...it does look similar right, at least 60%.

Yeah, i'ma copy cat.

I like to sketch, but i hate to think.

Copy is the best. Safe time + temporary distress + statisfaction.

I'm attracted to cute nonsense monsters.

The After Exam Joy

2011-04-22T00:09:00.006+08:00

After exam,

I'll be...

By seaside,

sun tanning in bikini. Blasting my ears with loud calm music for hours!

awesome... =)

The almost-real illustration...

Just that I'm not a starfish. And sub the drinks with ipod and put on a piece of black bikini + sunnies~

....

Time to face the ugly truth :

Call me, day dreamer.

Joy of hallucinating.

Dear...

2011-04-19T15:11:00.001+08:00

Dear MR TAN !

Work lar!!! Ish

Nak kena belasah ah!

Kelantan Trip

2011-04-11T00:14:00.013+08:00

On the way to Kota Bharu, Kelantan....

Long long journey.

Ice cream break

8 hours later....

DAY 1

Finally reached our destination KB!

Yamcha, waiting for Mr.Lim ...

The cat here are behaving like no bodies biz -.-

***********************

Random Kota Bharu snap snap

Bird Nest ~~~~

Kota Bharu's Sunset =)

Location : Pelangi Court Condo

Description : Bro's Sungai Kelantan-view-room.

chunnnnn right !!!! ~~

chun?? think again!

Pure teh tarik-colour punya river water.

Dinner at Cheng Mai, Tumpat.

A well-know Thai Restaurant in town.

Ambiance was okay, dim lighting.

Food..
note; picture was not taken by me. Phone battery died.

Super delicious!!! Bro ordered;

Ayam pandan! - cost, per biji. Super delicious! Illustration of the dish, top left corner.

Fried prok knuckle. Illustration; bottom corner right. Not my kinda food. But no harm trying =)

Steamed fish.. super spicy and super nice.

Sugar Cane 1 big bottle.

White Rice

Dogs all over the restaurant =)

Total Cost : RM 104

Cost reference which I found *click here*

Day 2.

Breakfast at local chinese coffee shop/ food court.
Visit to Hospital Raja Perempuan Zainab II (present as Mr.Lim's kuli status)
Temple visit!

Dragon Boat Temple

mermaid!!

can you see the real biawak resting on the biawak 'statue' ?

Skinny-skin-diseased doggies =(

I believe the monk did not spare some food nor water to these visitors.

They seemed in really bad condition.

Btw, dogs everywhere too~

Standing Buddha

Nothing much here. Just this super huge standing Buddha.

One attractive spot is that there is this local stall beside this Buddha selling nasi kerabu...

Khao Jam

Khao Jam is Nasi Kerabu in Siamese language. Khao Jam is the chinese version of nasi kerabu whereby it is rice mixed with herbs, tiny pieces of fish, abundance of union, cucumber, etc.

It taste like laksa but in rice version.

It smells the same, taste the same but this is dry.

Same fish, same herbs ( I guess), and UNIONSS~ **faint**

Serve with keropok.

Yummy ~

Best of all, it cost only RM 1 .

Yes, ONE RINGGIT.

Where else can you find food with this price in KL ??

Can lar, nasi putih. Balance of 20cents.

It's definitely a bad news for dogs-hater.

There are dogs in the compound. Standing, sitting and begging for foods with their 10cents eyes starring at you khao jam.

But no worry, they are super friendly. They will not touch you (like cat *.*). They just persistently, patiently watch and wait.

Just spare them your left-over or some keropok, you won't die sharing!

Oh, and puppies too!

Too bad, no photograph. My phone battery died.

note* photograph stolen from website.

Due to limitation of time, we headed to Sleeping Buddha Temple. What a disappointment.

The temple is dirty and dusty. There were spider web linking the Buddha's figure.

I guess the monk there are lazy.

Dinner ; ayam percik

Day 3

Balik !!!!

Pictures from Biscuit Fuuvi.

Not favourable though.

Perhaps, its my lack of creativity problem.

Mision Accomplished : Successfully assist in the shifting of Bro's rubbish back to KL.

Wonderful short family trip.

mmmwahhhh*

Black and Blue

2011-03-20T21:06:00.004+08:00

Just another crazy thought.

Can you tell what is that?

If you can.

Then I'm glad - at least I still look like a human to you.

It was me, my shadow, wearing stripy sun-dress with a elephant-weight-sling bag hanging on my shoulder. Not forgetting, the umbrella.

Monday Afternoon

2011-03-14T00:17:00.003+08:00

Another quickie with Anthony Chew.

Well, one is good enough for me.

I wonder did he photoshop my belly..

Burlesque

2011-03-02T23:27:00.003+08:00

My favourite song in the movie.

A song that might boost you up a lil' bit when you are upset.

Feeling broken

Barely holding on

But there's just something so strong

Somewhere inside me

And I am down but I'll get up again

Don't count me out just yet

I've been brought down to my knees

And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking

But I can take it

I'll be back

Back on my feet

This is far from over

You haven't seen the last of me

They can say that

I won't stay around

But I'm gonna stand my ground

You're not gonna stop me

You don't know me

You don't know who I am

Don't count me out so fast

I've been brought down to my knees

And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking

But I can take it

I'll be back

Back on my feet

This is far from over

You haven't seen the last of me

There will be no fade out

This is not the end

I'm down now

But i'll be standing tall again

Times are hard but

I was built tough

I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of

I've been brought down to my knees

And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking

But I can take it

I'll be back

Back on my feet

This is far from over

I am far from over

You haven't seen the last of me

No no

I'm not going nowhere

I'm staying right here

Oh no

You won't see me begging

I'm not taking my bow

Can't stop me

It's not the end

You haven't seen the last of me

Oh no

You haven't seen the last of me

****************************

Wow~ what should I say?

I kinda like the movie. The reason mainly is the existence of Cam Gigandet (below) and the other reason being, my buried 6th-feet-under-ambition/dream to be a performer/dancer. Which, it will never be a dream come true because I have no courage to surrender my youth in pursuing that.

I was sort of tricked/partly induced to pursuing diploma/degree, which involve books and paper rather than skills.

Well, this is what usually people would do after they completed their SPM, pursue further studies. Get a diploma, degree, master and PhD if you can!

This is what mostly society/parents wants their kids to do after SPM..

" You should study first, after you get your degree, people will looked at you differently...blablabla, all your childhood interest can be perform anytime after you obtain your degree...blabalabla... "

Yea right.

No so true. Some dream require something call 'youth' .

Time wait for no one. So is 'youth' .

That's my, The Road Not Taken.

Back to the movie. I had a tough time keeping my body still while watching Christina Aguilera's performance. She is a true performer I would say.

Cut the crap.

Oh, my McDreamy! Cam Gigandet

He is way better than Kirby (Lipstick Jungle) . He is slim and muscular. Totally my McDreamy!

Cute, good looking and a body to die for.

Great A, eye candy!

Love the cookie scene~

Really midnight madness.

2011-03-02T00:17:00.003+08:00

Selina's Fiancee said that the wedding date will be postpone indefinitely due to her injury c/f Teoh Beng Hock's fiancee willing to marry his soul.

A woman is willing to marry the soul of the man she love knowing that he will not be around forever. While (this) man reluctant to marry his fiancee which is recovering from an accident.

Since when in your life time you heard that a man is willing to do anything for his soul-mate? Hardly, besides, Pierre Png (Ah Beng, Phua Chu Kang's lil' bro) donated part of his liver to his wife. They (men) barely want to marry their used to be beautiful/popular/perfect girlfriend which is now imperfect due to a horrifying accident, don't bother mentioning that they will marry a dead wife.

Look at what we women will do for you. Some women are willing to marry a soul, a soul, literary, a SOUL. And all that you men ever did was criticizing, complaining and possessing us.

I can't sleep, and the SHE song in radio, reminds me of the Tale of Selina.

What can you deduce by these? ; Men are selfish creature.

BFF

2011-02-26T22:57:00.003+08:00

BFF*

I hope this will last ;p

I just received it today!! Excited giler!

My pinky biscuit.

This is so much better than film lomo. In terms of convenient lar~

At least I don't have wait forever to view the outcome.

It takes me months to get finish one roll of film. The cost of processing and burning it to CD cost me another fortune. It cost about RM15 bucks each process + CD.

(long-term $$ calculation lar)

It only cost additional 10bucks of my big fat lense camera!

No consumption of film!

It's digital! That means, no forever-waiting! USB cable will do!

One AAA battery required though.

Come to think of it, it can never produced the blue-ish effect in film camera using film...

I can survive this.

Some Test Shot

Everything high above 6th feet under.

Liking this particularly. No idea.

It looks like painting..

and below as well ;)

xoxo

New*

2011-02-22T23:52:00.003+08:00

Yeay~ my new besi baby bottle!

Picture updates of the Angel's Post click here*

Hotz

2011-02-20T22:59:00.001+08:00

This is what I call sexy music.

Singer : Enrique Iglesias

Album : Insomniac

Song Title : Ring my bell

I wanna make love listening to this song. xp

Note; This is not the original music video, it was created by some else. The quality audio is good compared to the rest.

Jumbo Mumbo Post

2011-02-20T21:29:00.005+08:00

Chap Goh Meh's Eve.

Not exactly praying for chap goh meh though. I have no idea and not intend to translate the name of the ceremony.

There were at least few hundreds of people gathering for this ceremony.

Gosh, stood there for hours and illegally donating blood- to Mr. mosquitoes !

Cupid Catch

with FlyFm.

Cannnndieeees.

On the 19th of Feb 2011, Flyfm gave out Rm 2k every hour from 1200 to 1800 at 1u and also Sunway Pyramid. All the contestant need to do is to get the correct code from Flyfm Cupid that walk around the mall.

There were 50 of them!!

I'm not the cupid....

I'm the angel ~

That's more like it xp.

With Prem, Flyfm DJ

Sure thing, a fat cupid with adorable rabbit teeth.

Longkang/Sungai at Pasar Seni Putra Line Train Station

Can you see that ??

It's Burlesque!

I'm amazed!

It looks exactly like Cher and Christina Aguilera!

Overdue-Valentine

2011-02-18T23:05:00.003+08:00

The last even/job for pre-exam period.

I personally used to* love this radio station.

I have this habit of not letting my room silent. So I force my radio to accompany me while study.

For some reason, I stop listening to this station.

And now, due to the requirement of picking up some speed on revision, I'm back on track with flyfm.

...

The word heels, scary.

Family Joy

2011-02-12T23:12:00.003+08:00

CNY updates*

Well, this year is rather different because we went back to hometown on the first day of Chinese new yea. We missed the reunion dinner with the Chen's Family this year, which sort of make me feel 'uneasy' .

This tradition has been practiced for the past 20+ years and this is the second time we didn't make it !! The first time was couple years back that mom decided to celebrate cny in KL. AND IT SUCK! We are super boring and lonely without our nonsense uncles and aunties!

Skip the long story babbles...

YOoohooo! We have new family member!

INTRODUCING ....

QUE-B !!

It's a she. I have no idea what kinda breed is this.

She is about 4 months old now and it belongs to one my uncle. Someone gave it to them.

For the past 23 years, I have not seen any animals, besides poultry. ie; chicken.

FYI, my kampung is not the traditional type of rumah papan. Its a small town, they live in a landed house, cement with ceiling.

The love towards canine developed when we first brought cuppy (Lim's family doggy) back every year during cny and there was once we had to leave cuppy there for a period of time.

They got used canine and fell in love with them!

If you follow closely to my journal, Que-b (pronounce as Q-B)*click* is actually the name of their very first puppy, which past away due to sickness.

God knows why lar they recycle the name. Perhaps, its love.

She is one of a manja puppy =)

QUE -B got hit by a car/motorcycle when she was on her routine evening walk herself (2 days before cny) . One of her hind leg got injured badly and she barely cant.

Things got better when we reached there. She at least would at least walk 10cm and sat down. Initially her state was so bad until she can't stand properly to pee, which caused her to have rashes on her abdomen. Luckily, we found out and we treated her.

So, most of the time, she would just lay or sat down like this. I hate to see animal not in their normal hyperactive state.

My aunty call her- Samseng-poh ! lolx. Due to her (que-b) sampat-ness walking around without her master, she got hit by a car.

Camera Shy.

A very shy puppy just like mine.

She insanely love the playground! Irregardless of limping, she would still want to go to playground with my uncle and play the exercise tools - *gong*gong*

Something like the walking exercise gadgets/tools.

She would sat on the foot paddle and my uncle would swing that thing. Just like buaian.

One of a smart pup! She would stand infront of the air-cond while in the car touring, she is able to indicate which hand she got smacked by her master!!! Awesome! And she knew hand*hand* ! (My doggy of 7 years know nothing !!!! but we love him alot lar.. )

She would use her hand to touch us and indicate for the continuation/more pat and sayang.

Cute sei!

2011 CNY is definitely one of my best cny ! Irregardless of the most-sikit-angpao I received, not visiting any other place, 24/7 gamble/tv only. I love it. I had so much fun spending time with them. I hope this practice will not changed even after my bro marriage..

................

If I have a baby, I might accidentally crashed my baby ...

I crashed my spectacles accidentally. Sad.

I'm not that rough.... =(

0.o

2011-02-08T22:07:00.003+08:00

I'm half dead.

This cartoon sick bunny looks even healthier than me..

Back-to-hometown-post shall be delay/postpone.

Tong Yuen

2011-02-03T00:56:00.004+08:00

Cutsy Tong Yuen in CNY eve =)

Had so much fun with brother this evening !

Rabbits & Pigs.

The finished product... =9

Mom was too rough in handling them, poor thing, each missing a year.

Well, they complete each other.

Bro + Gf

And finally the rabbit...
Looks like giant monster...

Well, its cute though! the dropping ears!

Well, i need to join my family tv session now~

Happy Chinese New Year.

Tomorrow will be leaving to Kampar for several days!

Chiaoz!!!

Pink ;P

2011-01-28T23:27:00.005+08:00

Nonsense Blah~

This is like the first time, me polishing my nails after one year. Previously I was so addicted to manicure that I had to get my nails painted in dark colour with flowers on them!

After awhile, I got sick and bored of them, and I began to love 'natural' stuff indeed. As in, be natural, in other terms, it means; lazy lar. I was so infatuated with my that-time-current-partner and I prefer spending time to text him rather than to paint my nails.

Well, this translucent light pink worrks on me I guess... =)

Its written there... "glow in the dark" ..
Really...we'll see what happen tonight when I am on my bed.

This crap smells so good. Its Citron Honey & Coriander. Frankly, I don't know what's that. I figure I might scared away the boys because of my harsh hand, so I bought a hand cream, ages ago and finally I decided to make use of it.

Boys - its just another good excuse to spend on myself.

Peace!

While being in-love with my own nails, I feel so dumb working with polished-nails. I feel clumsy. I got my fingers stuck between the keyboard, unable to open the USB cap of my phone, difficulty in undo the food package due to the thickness of the nails.

I realised I sound ridiculous, but memang true lar. I didn't lie or drama lar.

Deballz.

2011-01-26T17:12:00.004+08:00

Location : Taman Rasa Sayang
Purpose : Casting (konon)
Time : Last weekend.

While we are waiting for our turn..
I saw a magnanimous mirror.

So we decided to camwhore abit as a trace of our bits and pieces of our friendship.
Casting life is so much easier with the existence of friends.

Mai Wei & Maisie.

These are the two beauties currently, are the people that I see most in my life.

Classmate,..biasa la.

and some nonsense skill of camwhoring...

I swear I did not do this (excluding maisie's face) on purpose.

I really suck at camwhoring without refering to the mirror.

Camwhore with me once and you will know how lack of skill I am.

Rabbit

2011-01-22T00:39:00.002+08:00

2011 - The Year Of Golden Rabbit.
And by the way, it's totally my year!
Born in the year of rabbit.

Well, sure thing its not gold, its hairy!
This furball is too cute not to to be owned.

Cute dou!

and best thing is,
It feels good. So nice to be picit-picit ! I picit it throught the whole LRT journey back home!
Do you believe it!

Nah.
I picit it only when I reached my destination.
Less audience, less witness that assume that I'm a dong dong fella.

K9

2011-01-08T23:28:00.004+08:00

One of the cutest dog in my neighborhood, that I would like to steal.

This cute doggy here look somewhat similar to my dog ;) . In fact, its cutter. I guess they'll be good friend.

DAY 1

This house doesn't belong to him. He lives in the house next to this. (error in fb)
He is unable to return home because the house gate is locked.

He is sleeping on his neighbor's halaman rumah instead of his because his halaman rumah is cement-made instead of tiles!
If you were to look at the picture again, he is sleeping on tiles!

Good choice doggy!

DAY 2...

He is unable to return home from his morning walk again. Sad.
Again, it's not his house. He lives in the house with the black gate.
He opt for tiles =)

Yesterday unit was not able to be his choice because the neighbor must have 'shuu' him off because they wanted to part the white van in the house compound.
(this is all based on my assumption, because if you were to look in picture 1, there is no white van in the house).

I don't drive.
So this is the path that ( I opt) to walk everyday to get me to the nearest bus station.
And my side activity is to stalk at the dogs in my neighborhood, especially this one.

BATHING. NO DROWNING.

The first bathing session after 6 years.

Mr. Brownie in his wet condition.

Mr. Brownie is look sagged. Due to excessive strained and pulling by Mr.Lim .

And this shot is hilarious..to me lar.

and Biby ! Fuh lao~ Looks brand new.

It's kinda disgusting to not wash my plush for six years.
Sharing a bed with me, watered by my saliva every and bathed my sweat every night.
For the past 6 years!!, this is really eeeeewk !

But I can't tolerate the act of my mum throwing them into the washing machine.
I keep having the thought that what if they drown?? They'll get dizzy when the machine spins. And what if the spin is too strong and they came out ripped?? eyeless or nose-less ???

After 6 years, my mum finally gave up on fighting with me and agreed to hand wash ~
Yeay~

same picture, but with a bigger eyes.
Mother insist me to take another picture of biby because she can barely see his eyes in the first shot.
She used both her thumb to rub on the eye balls to push the fur away.
Mama's mood is really good today~!

Well, let me put an end to today's nonsense post.

Adios.

Remember December II

2011-01-06T00:17:00.007+08:00

Sepang Gold Coast.
Let the picture speaks for itself.

Must do~

Alexia, April, Ooi MUn & Wai Kuan

Take a break from the ladies......

MooooooooOOO~

WTF? A cow.
Yea, there are bunch of cow dunk..

Back ...
Yea~ tak habis habiskan...

Sick of being by the sea.. Lets get dry!

Ahoy~

Captain April, reporting duty.

Ending it with my ugly picture!

To be continue...
If I'm not lazy..

Ugly Duckling

2011-01-03T23:46:00.004+08:00

My ugliest picture ever!

Cheryl Chung, Maisie Sim & Me ;)

Life was good back then, flabby arms.
Lolx.

Picture was taken a month before exam, 2010.
So, so long ago.
Picture courtesy, Maisie Sim.

Non KL - lang

2011-01-01T01:16:00.007+08:00

KL lang, means people from Kuala Lumpur, in some Chinese dialects.

Couple days ago, I was supposed to meet up with a friend at the 'said destination' mentioned by him.

The sms contained the destination "Menara Maybank at PUDU" .
With second and third glance at the same sms, I am very sure that I knew the exact direction.

So I took the hustle to walk from Pavilion to the said place.
Well, it took me about 15mins to reach Pudu Jail bus station and I received a call from him.
And I then realised that I was heading the wrong direction..

What he referred to was the Maybank located at Petaling Street, the biggest Maybank branch in Petaling Street. To be exact, it is Jalan Tun Perak. For convenient purpose, everyone address it as Petaling Street branch anyway.

I was stunt for few seconds.
If he were to tell me properly, I could just land my ass in a public bus for 10mins instead of walking about 2km+!

The problem is that, there were several times I tried to clarify in sms indicating and to make sure that it is PUDU branch with a KFC in front.
And he assured me firmly.

Later on the phone, I was told that, for the first time in my life, that PUDURAYA and PUDU is the SAME.

I spent 16 years lived in the area next to Jalan Pudu.
I spent 2 years of pre-studies, 10 years of groceries shopping at that area, a year of Mental Arithmetic Skills Studies, 3 years of secondary tuition at that area - Pusat Tuition Martin, I didn't know that PUDURAYA is actually PUDU !!

Okay, fine. I didn't make a fuss. I maintain my temper not to burst the words - fuck you!
Until he questioned me how about that I land myself at that direction while I was the one mentioning KFC in front.

YES, I was the one mentioning that.
The question is that, DO YOU SEE ANY KFC IN FRONT OF THE MENARA MAYBANK?
There is an A&W there. There is no KFC.
While in Pudu (Maybank), there is a big fat KFC.

He left. Without me.

Okay. I understand the urgency of his matter.

No signs of apology.

Okay..fine.
I'm well good in all these 'test-my-patient' game too, only once in awhile.
But no point arguing with someone that thinks that he is right all the time.

Well, lets examine the map. Point A being (Menara Maybank, the supposed location) and point B ( PUDU Maybank with a KFC nearby).

I don't just whack, I whack accordingly.
Hence, most of the time, I provide proof and reasonable means.

click to enlarge*

....

I was really good in not saying fuck-you for that period. I was so proud of myself!
Until 4am of the next morning, he misunderstood my sms and whack me in the SMS stating I WAS THE ONE THAT GOT THE DIRECTION WRONG NOT HIM GIVING ME WRONG DIRECTION.

The issue is;
Lets examine the keyword: MENARA, MAYBANK, PUDU.

In most layman, in fact mostly, we will define the name of the street (word PUDU) rather than the building's name (Menara Maybank). Who care about which branch is that bank is while in every place, people address it the same Maybank la~

Whatever.

At times, the apology can be waived, but you can't point the blame to the victim while the fault is yours.

Well, I am not being sarcastic here. All I want is to make you understand that PUDU is name of a street where as PUDURAYA, to be exact, HENTIAN PUDURAYA - is a name of a building.

There is zero similarity between these two items irregardless they possess the word "PUDU".
I wasn't saying anything mean from the first place.

No short form word shall be use in describing both of these place at any circumstances.

Not to completely blame him, I might have missed the word 'Menara Maybank' .
But it doesn't mean he get the KFC and pudu/puduraya correct.

But anyway, this is purely mental statisfaction since I sound 'complaining' to him.
No point explaining orally to him that he is wrong.

Conclusion proven.
End of story.
Self-statisfied. =)

Dragon-i

2010-12-30T00:54:00.004+08:00

I can't sleep. So I blog.

Family Dinner at Dragon-i, Leisure Mall.

Well, nothing special or anything in the menu that taste beyond my expectation. The food standard was ok though~. No that bad nor good. Reasonable.

Bro ordered few dishes and dim sums.
Non of the ordered item attracts me but for the picture below !!

Oink oink~~

Chu Jai Pao(s) !!

Nothing so ummmph about ~ It's just a red bean paste dressed in a piggy's costume ..
It taste nice though, the paste was really smooth and the appearance, you just gotta have it, irregardless you are a man or lady, don't mention kiddy lar.

Price...I have no idea.

Tsk* it is too cute to the extend the kepoh-me forgot to peek at the price. Plus, since it wasn't me that going to settle the bill anyway.

But I think MYR 10 should be more than enough.

Fat and Round.

Aaaummmm~ Bro ripped the poor piggy like a Jurassic Park..

Koyak... =(

Piggy somehow look sad in this picture. Am I the one that feeling that way or what?

Nah, afterall, they are food! Meant to be in our tummy.
In the end, I contributed the Jurassic Park-bite-and-tear as well.

Animal Park

2010-12-22T01:30:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas !!!

Light, pee-less and poo-less pets are on sale !!

" So many animal park here ! "

Somewhere in the Pavilion are selling these cute pets-like balloon. The look somewhat fake. BUT, they look utterly cute with those fragile and boneless limbs with innocent big round teary eyes.

=)

The cost range from MYR29.90 up to MYR 89.90 depending on size and animals.

There were FROGS, chicken, dogs, cats, mickey mouse, etc. The balloon came with a string, when you walk your pet, you pet actually looks like leaping up high and lands on the ground gracefully, not terbalik nor senget ...amazing!

I love the froggy and the smallest k9 in the picture! also the black dog (in the picture above as well) Aren't they cute.

But, I will not buy them, unless I have kids in the house or somehow that willing to share the joy of me being stupid & look silly.

ps; the cat's tail looks like erected penis. lolx.

Sepet.

2010-12-20T14:59:00.002+08:00

Juris sps was too boring...

Proofs :

1.

2. Refer to the blurred figure.

Solitary Christmas

2010-12-20T10:59:00.003+08:00

By Anthony Chew

Thank you.
Love the solitary version.

Merry, Merry Christmas

2010-12-18T23:59:00.005+08:00

Celebrated Christmas in advanced with Anthony, William, Edmund, AC Lau, Khai, Maggie & Models sekalian in After Before Studio/Mansion.

16th December 2010

By Edmund

By Anthony Chew.

I find he is the most comfortable yet relaxing photographer that I had work with.
No pressure on posing, expression or cerewet demands, pure fun and joy and great outcome.

Love my legs~ Look at the muscles. lolx.

By AC Lau

Partial Groupies~

Kei, William, Ho Li Sha, Leng Lui.

Thank you for inviting, Khai.

ATC non-of-my-business Convo. 2010.

2010-12-15T13:06:00.012+08:00

All this...

this...

this...

this..

and also this....

p/s : actually, there are more ..but cut the long story short..

are for this;

Open your eyes widely to see my first performance after 11 years!

Yes, and I admit, I made mistakes.

I felt windy.I felt something wrong with my tightly tied pants. I was wondering, am I dancing while at the same time flashing my black colour panty to the parents and also the lecturers??? I dare not look down.

Hence, I sort of restricted my movement a lil' bit during the 2nd song. Fortunately, my pants still clinging on waist tightly. Scary.

From the split : Cheryl
Bending & kneeling : Tuan Wern, Victoria & Maisie.
Main Choreograph & Centre Perempuan : Rachel
Itu tepi purple pants lady : Mai Wei

Well, worth it just to be able to see my lovely friends..

Vincent the sweets and massage provider cum christian educator.
I'm a Buddhism...

Mei Yee & Shirleen -the beautiful ladies.

My partner in crime - Tuan Wern. Manyak talented punya young lady.

When you hear the song 1,2,3 (britney's song) in the class, dont bother look for whose phone, its mine, this gentleman here, Robin - love to play such prank on me.

Well, it will not happen again...

JC Phoon The Cikgu cum Senior.

Happy Birthday to me...Happy birthday to me...
Happy Birthday to meee-ee. Happyyy Birthday to Me~

Jeffrey Saleh- the guy who sang birthday song for himself back in Intermediate.

Jac

Shu Shuen

Cheryl's lil bro - Xiang Xi

Thats for all for the heart aching, thrilling and excitement 'event'.

I need to thank you...

2010-11-30T01:17:00.003+08:00

Grammatically sucks. Dont bother.

Despite all your lies, empty and broken promises, I appreciate that you hang around until I finished my finals.

You would call me everyday to check on me, telling me how frustrated of you stucked in the traffic, the poor sales you made on that particular month, telling me your irritating fat boss that increased unnecessary burden to your black viva-lui, calling me darl (and also your every other gfs), sending me good luck messages on the day of my exam, despite you forgetting when is my exam days even though i had repeated it for a hundred times.

Although there is no love , no nothing. But you stayed and you acted to be more concern instead of fading off more. You maintained me in a good mood to study.

And i made it through that year.

Thank you.

For giving me the opportunity to experience multiple relationship at one time and not to keep every inch of the details embedded in my mind clearly.

Thank you for not making me to remember your mobile number, the date of birth and the full name of yours. I hate people leaving traces in my life while they opt to retreat at the first place. The least the better.

You know who you are. It's rather inconvenient to drop your name here as you are currently owned by someone else and I definitely have no more interest nor feelings on you. Its just a slight appreciation for the favor you did for me.

Thank you for not telling me you miss you dog more than you ever do to me.

Thank you for not making me to break down the day before my 2nd last paper, that I had to pretend to be chill when informing my parents that their daughter is now official single and I'm ok about it.

Thank you for not making me -to learn to withhold my tears.

Thank you for not making me- to pretend that I had severe gastric in order for me to be able to cry my pain out. And I got punished for lying, and I did suffer severe gastric that night that I had to visit a doctor while a bunch of notes haven't been revised.

I failed.

but I survived.

Compared to all the craps that I had. I think I need to thank you.

Thank you.

The day I almost destroyed mum's kitchen.

2010-11-26T23:11:00.004+08:00

This evening, I played a game call masak-masak by myself.

Well, the kitchen condition wasn't that bad. Just a lil' bit messy and wet by the sink.
I've cleared up the mess and the kitchen is now shining shimmering.

30 mins preparation.
15mins cleaning the apparatus.
6mins of eating joy.
3mins of proud-of-myself moment.

All the hustle, just for something call dinner.
Parents are not around to prepare/dabao dinner for me, so I had to do it myself. And..
I know I took a lil' longer time to make spaghetti, but I ain't no masterchef.

OMG. It taste marvelous !
Perasan*
By the way, I can't cook.
So, this kinda outcome, consider good for me!

I was so excited over my self-made-meal.
And I should be now too, though its midnight now. In fact, I should be celebrating my success!
Instead, I feel grumpy.
I do not like to be treated as sekadar layan. I have no idea what is the intention or reason which I would appreciate there should be a reason for the lateness and dragged.

As much as I would want to thank you, yes I need express my gratitude irregardless of what and how the crap I felt, I feel grumpy and anger just flooded my sleepy brain.

Like Mr.Patrick says; he thinks he spent too much time waiting for you back then.
So now is the revenge period.

Yea, as if I didnt.
This is always a best period to practice anger management.

Night lar. Runny nose. My nose-liquid is is like tap-water! . HoneyDew.

Mental Picture

2010-11-13T23:46:00.007+08:00

Vision - is the synonym* of the above title.

I walk alot. Eence,

The sky is my best-est friend.

Warning* - Lousy Picture, Poor quality & Concept-less.

Somehow, I like it lar.
What to do? Bare with me lar.

交叉点...

*I hope I got the right words.

The Bungee Sun

UFO

Omelet

Taken using SexyPhone.

Smile, you're on candid camera!

2010-11-13T01:00:00.004+08:00

Does it look like self-potrait?
Bare with the low quality please.

Candid....

The fine-lines angle.

The Fat Angle

The sleepy head angle.

The PIMPLES angle. Thank you. -.-

The side-super fine-lines angle tt.tt

^.^ Side profile. . Finally. I like.

Thank you lar for the candid.

Temporary Madness.

2010-11-12T23:33:00.003+08:00

The only movie that make me feels like getting married and start making baby and live my life 100% devoted to them.
( I hate grammar...dizzyyyy O.x)

It's like a Wow~ ! For those that know me lar. The word housewife never slipped into my mind before. Not even once.

My initial thought its to be a working mummy. You know, those kinda juggle-between-work-and-family-thing. Something that contrary to the man's thought - having us in the kitchen, doing the house chores, preparing their newspaper and breakfast before to work. EEwk.

But of course, ....If I ever get married lar.

Sophie, the baby in this movie. Gosh. She melt my heart. If I have such a cute baby, I don't mind giving up my job and take care of my hubby and baby 24/7.

Since nowadays I am getting used to house chores, except for cooking. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. It's tiring, but as a daughter and being part of the family, don't just take up oxygen and occupy space in the house/planet. Do something lar.

I find it tough making chinese food, so I'm not into cooking yet. But I do wish to involve with those cooking and yaddaaa yaaddaa...Making healthy and delicious for my family...
SERIOUSLY, it will NOT happen, I can't even fried an egg properly. It might take me 10 years...sob*sob* I suck.

...

Am I getting old, for having such thought ????

Is it the movie or me???

The other reason that might cause me to have this dilution/thoughts is due to life-sucks-recently, so, one of the best way to escape from craps is to settle down..and get alive..

This might be what I want.. or it might only be my temporary wish. But who cares.

I fluctuate insanely.

The perfect tatoo & Hot chick.

2010-11-12T23:24:00.002+08:00

Rock Mafia - The Big Bang Featuring Miley Cyrus (Official Music Video)

Just click play and watch his neck closely.

Guys, if you ever want to get a tatoo, get one at that spot like 'he' did. Perfectly nice, to turn on other girl while you kissing your girl.

BEHAVE. It's ok to turn on other girl, but don't get hook up with them.
ONE AT A TIME...and the word RESPECT and DEVOTED too.

I do not fancy Miley Cyrus, but I like this music video, besides the tattoo lar.. I don't intend to watch it for the 3rd time though.

The first time, uh!
The second, this is good!
The third, not a chance. Its annoying and dizzy. Get the song.

Perak's Region

2010-11-08T13:56:00.009+08:00

My supposed holiday + sun tanning getaway during semester break.

O.o

What's this. Couldn't be an aligator I assumed? More like biawak.
Poor quality of the picture, sad case.
I forgot to set the camera back to its highest quality. =(

That's for the Jetty.

Ahoy to the Sandy BEeeachhh !!!

O.o ??

In case you are wondering.
It's doggy's poop.
There were flies....The dog's traced of paws beside are the best evidence of all.

Cloudy... =(

Mind your language missy!
Sorry^
I have reason doing so.

The non strategic island. No sunset. Its blocked by 1) the cloud 2) another island !
A big turn off.
Somehow, those sunset day at Muar sitting by the swing, still better than this. Sigh.

Must-do thingy.

April's Feet.

So much so for the sun tanning plan. I'm still kinda white-chopped-chicken.
I look sick in fair tone. I need a healthier appearance besides looking like a sick white fragile skeleton.

On our way back..

Passing by Teluk Intan.
And my selfish request of seeing the Menara Condong with my own eyes...

Yeay~ my wish was granted.
I'm amazed. It's slanting. No joke.
Build by a chinese architect and some ceylonese yaddaa yadda ...lar.
The initial purpose is to store water for the civilian.

If you stare into my bad quality of picture carefully, the top 2 floors, sort of sealed. Made by sink, so I guess the water-tank-purpose-make-sense!

From this angle, the tower really condong lar!
No tipu tipu~~!! I'm amazed...really =)

Just a small town, you dont have to know where is the exact location of the tower, just drive around and you'll be able to see it.

And this irritating acrobat cat performing its acrobat self-cleaning skill while the tourist wanted to take picture by the description board.

They tried to evict it by scaring the kitty, but the kitty bothers no one....menyampah.

Eye candy~

The end.

Silly photos

2010-11-07T23:00:00.004+08:00

I have some silly friends that love to take ugly or silly picture of mine and they either tag in facebook or they threaten to do so or show it to my crush to turn my admirer away or something like that...

Well, put lar. Tag lar. As long as it is not too ugly. - worst scenario, untagged lor!

Look at the bright side ; it's just a brief introduction to who am I.
So that in future, if they see me with this kinda expression, they won't freak out.

For example....

Old photographs during "backpacking"..

The above 2 photos are ok~ not ugly, but definately not eye candy.
Both the picture look so - april.

The bad news is, its ugly ; The good news is, its natural lar.

I do silly stuff at times and I do hope people will not notice me doing it. Turn out to be, the whole world saw what I did ! =(

Lolx.

A section entitle : A False Sense Of Entitlement

2010-10-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

I got inspired by a segment of an article with the title : THE BIGGEST RELATIONSHIP MISTAKES WOMEN MAKE, Nov Cleo Magazine.

According to the founder of a dating agency, women tend to have this thing called 'unrealistic standards' against men, ie; criteria. For example like, charming, financial stable, smart, yadaa yadaa bli bli blabla.

And she reminded us, we are not as great as we think we are.

Well, here I am, listing down all the possible reasons that a guy wouldn't want to date me.

0. LCLY
1. ugly
2. pai kuat ( too skinny)
3. flat chest
4. bad tempered
5. annoying
6. quiet
7. cool
8. flawed skin !!!!
9. not girly
10. I got tattoos!
11. Dress is not my first option
12. Dress 'revealing'
13. ego
14. macho
15. boring
16. lack of creativity
17. nonsense
18. big nose
19. not attractive
20. not cute
21. too cute/kiddy
22. stubborn
23. I don't take mamak for dinner.
24. Sushi/Salmon too much
25. shy

...will update the list constantly. I'm too sleepy to think .
New hair.
New bag.
New CAR !!! yea, I wish.

Sickening Drama

2010-10-27T15:34:00.003+08:00

Wow~ managed to 'bumped' into this music video again.
But I still have no idea what is the title of this song.
Not that I care.

Initially, its a very touching music video by a korean singer.
The first time I came across this was few years back. My ex boyfriend show this to me back then lar.
Gosh, I don't recall any details of the storyline of the music video, and I wasn't paying attention to what was he talking about except for the summary he told me.

A couple, the girl meet an accident (not hit by car, just watch lar) and she became blind. The boyfriend then without her knowledge gave her his pairs of eyes, yes both! and she can see the world while his life is now solely dependant on a golden retriever. By not causing her problem and not wanting to be her burden, he broke up with her and made a white lie that he is seeing someone already.

At last, she found out whats behind the curtain all these while.

I remember my ex told me that he would do the same to me, if we are in these character's position.
I monologed; God damn you, You should be!! It was the guy that caused her all these, indirectly lar!
You better be giving me your eyes! ...kidding.

I just replied thank you. I'm aware that what he did was trying to pleased me, I assume. Things was abit dramatic back then.
and off course we are good term now, just that I don't find him attractive nor cute nor charming anymore in fact, I can't look him in the eyes. But one thing I do enjoy is to be sarcastic towards him. Wrongdoer don't have such privilege.

Hachi ! and the-must-babble-lar~

2010-10-27T00:08:00.005+08:00

Back from watching HACHIKO; A DOG STORY with Cheryl and Shang Leng.
Need to thank Bryan for the information on the release of this movie, else I wouldn't have know.

Hachi~ My dog, Cuppy, really looks like Hachi, just that Cuppy nose is slightly longer and sharper, not as roundish as Hachi's breed. Being 'round' makes him x1 cute than my Cuppy.
oh, and he is smarter than Cuppy too.

It is a based-on-a-true-story movie. About a man found a puppy which turn out to be a faithful dog name Hachi, it means the number 8 in Japanese. Just a brief synopsis, Hachi would walk his master to train station every morning to work and would return to wait for the master's arrival at 5pm and walk him home.

The master died...
The family sold the house..
They shifted to new place with the daughter..and yet...

Hachi continue to wait for his master, everyday for the past 9 years...
He escaped from his new home and head to the train station to wait...
The family set him free so that he can do what he has to do..

Hachi survived by depending on the coffee seller by the street and also good Samaritan that spare him a bite of hot-dogs, sandwiches, & etc.

In memorable for his loyalty and faith to his master, the Japanese people made a statue of him in front of the Shibuya Train station.

So, people, if you happen to have chance to go there, do give him a pat.

The real Hachi..It's real touching. Do prepare tissues guys. People are sobbing in the cinema. No exception for me, I might have a stone heart for certain human, but for mammals ...I can't help it.

Died before I was born.
He doesn't fetch, he would just walk with his master to the train station, pick the newspaper and play around. But the day he fetch the ball....is on the last day of his master's life. The last trick he performed to pleased his master. He knew the day would come and he did it for his master.

Cupppy doesn't fetch too. Perhaps, I should prepare a ball in the compound so that one day if he wanted to play fetch-the-ball, would be the last day of the journey of my life.
That's the common thing of Cuppy and Hachi.
Oh, and also his background, quite similar to Cuppy too.

My dad found cuppy at his work place; construction area while cuppy was a puppy. According to dad, he(cuppy) was really naughty and reckless. He run around the construction place like he owns the place (exaggerating~) .

Daddy afraid that someday those 16 tonnes lorry might have flatten him. There were several incident of puppies being flatten by lorries that went in and out of the construction place. Big lorries dont watch out for puppies!

By the way, cuppy is the 2nd puppies daddy brought home. The first was black in colour and he was very sick, my mother being anti-animals ...drama drama. And daddy brought blackie back to where it belong and the next day...it was flatten by a lorries... tears in my eyes already.

Back to Cuppy, he is white, tiny and quiet. I still remember the first night daddy brought him back, he wouldn't move, not a bit! Just blinked his eyes though. I assume, he misunderstood that we are bears. Slow breathing, no movement and you will survive.. too bad, we aren't bears. He doesn't even whine abit we put in the dark corridor. Mama was so harsh on that cuppy.

He is a good dog, he only pee and poo on the newspaper, its self educate. He don't dirty the place, he will not intrude restricted area because he don't dare to climb out from the box we placed him in. He is just...to good and cute. Mama then falls in love with him too, watching him running around the table chasing me and my brother's feet....and allow us to keep him..although until now, mama is still kinda harsh on him, coz he do silly and stupid thing like walk and step on our shoes, pee on the auto-gate, chew on all the cloth he can find in the compound..vomit in front of the gate...

We still love him! We enjoy his company and his wriggly tail! We love to see his food-craving moment. He would just come back and ask for more...he wont bark but he is so persistent with his 10cents face. And we all surrender, we cant stand him being kesian lar.. We don't train him, he is a dog, not out entertainer, we just expect the basic manners of him not to bite people and chew on shoes. We do whack him when he is too naughty. He is our precious we would do anything to keep him safe and healthy.

We would chase, run and look for him anywhere, whenever he went kai kai without us. We will run, jump and chase for hours just to make sure he is safe...the reason is, he is a whacker, he whacks all the dog that he sees even the dog is twice his size, and he runs blindly on the road. We do such, to make sure he is safe ... We even fight the dog double his size to make sure our Cuppy doesn't get hurt...

But one thing that I'm happy, Cuppy is kinda dumb. He loves people.
So, ..
If one day I die, he will be able to forget me easily and will not wait for me. He will still be the annoying and silly dog that my family love so so much.

end of babble...
Babble babble...

Weekly highlight.

2010-10-20T23:53:00.003+08:00

The new anime in animax channel, 715 is really nice!
I like ~
It's called, Fairy Tail.

Not crazy bout the anime, but I do watch this if I'm free.
The creator made up some cute character as the gimic to attract people like me~
Shallow. Yea, that's me lar.
You can't expect every girl to watch fight fight, war war, kinda cartoon lar.
They are 2 super cute character that I really like...one of it is in the tv screen shot below :

Happy the fish-addict-cat!

Another one is Prue lar. I drew and posted it in bloggy, sometime ago.

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Furball !!!!

Cuppy~ Sleeping in the daylight.

Messy shoes, one of the reason, Cuppy would walk around the that path and would STEP ON our shoes!

No manners! But still, we love him to the max.

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It's a bird?
It's a plane?

No, wait a minute...
It is ....
No explanation required I assume.
I had to place Brownie there to camouflage the size tag. I don't fancy flaunting my boobies cup size in the internet nowaday.
I'm flat chested so, faham faham lar.

Wednesday the movie day.
I went for a creepy horro movie today with my friend.
We watched The Child's Eye, now that I realised, what is it got to do with a child's eyes? They are all grown ups ??

We first got scared by the 2 movies preview in the cinema before the movie start, Paranormal Activity 2 and Hammer.
Then, of course and as usual lar, we scared the hell out of ourselves.
And I was thinking, shit, I need to hover at my parent's room tonight..

It turn out to be, chewww~
Dislike the storyline. Yet, I scared the hell out of myself. Erm, I lied lar, partially close my ears and I was wearing cap, eventually it blocked three quarter of the screen.

Hence I only scream whenever the ugly scene rise from the bottom. lolx.
....the end.

It's just a weird picture

Signing out~

死不了就還好

2010-10-11T01:32:00.003+08:00

.寂寞寂寞就好.

The title of the post is taken from the lyric of this song.
I have limited vocab especially in mandarin. I do love mandarin songs~

This song is so inspiring !
I guess this is the longest record for a song to keep me hyper for more than 3 hours!

You people must be thinking I'm insane, completely.
This is a melancholy song.
I have no idea too, the rhythm, the words ...lift my mood high up.
Probably she 'sings' my feelings out.
I've what she sing in my mind.

How I wish I'm living by the seaside.
I would run out of my hut, slow run and dancing by the sand, singing my lung out.
Smiling to the breeze and the sea.

I'll see what I can do to fulfill my 'lust' on this during deepavali.
Fingers cross. All the best.

Enjoy the song.

還是原來那個我
不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾
遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到
忘不了賴著不放掉

人本來就寂寞的
借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉
Oh WU Oh

還是原來那個你
是我自己做夢你又改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用
每個人要每個人的孽障因果

會有什麼
什麼都沒有
早點看破
才看得見以後 OH

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰來都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
想到快瘋掉死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到
忘不了賴著不放掉

人本來就寂寞的
我總會把你戒掉

2010-10-09T23:01:00.004+08:00

Let's not name the post.
It's really for the sake of reviving my bloggy~
I didn't evict you out of my life bloggy, you can count on me!! lolx.

I'm insane. I don't just talk to myself, I start talking to my bloggy too.

I guess the last post was a week ago. Well, nothing much happen.

Mum's birthday. And without failing, if I have the time, will boiled her an egg and dye it red for her.
I don't boil egg that often so I tend to forget the timing. What I will do is, start calling and texting all my friends and ask them how long will it take to boiled an egg?
I do feel myself annoying giler. Every year ask the same question. I forgot..maafkan saya lar. If its not for my mother, I would've ask her lar~

p/s ; my boiled egg is brilliant lar! Just nice, did not over boiled. The yolk is still juicy!
Yeay, I can be a good wife . Marry me. lolx.

Also, not forgetting her present...

I shop for 4hours to get her present. Goodness sake. Me poor leg gonna patah..
I ended up getting her a Valentino -yadaa yadaa-- tote that I really like.
There is only one left, the evil side of me, hoping that she'll hate the bag and give it back to me and the last resort, just share some cash with my bro for her.

However..and unfortunately, she love the bag. There goes my evil thought...and my lil' totey..
As long as she like it...will do the comfort.

I'm only attracted to the sky.

Yeay-low.

Items number :
1. My stress/boredom aid.
2. Breakfast. Some cake lar.
3. My big fat lense.

Didn't get those in yellow on purpose.

.Nonsense.

Sleepy.

xoxo.

Not-So Devilish

2010-10-05T23:47:00.003+08:00

I don't play facebook's game like farmers, restaurant city or stuff but I do play their nonsense 'test'.

This is one of it lar.

I'm 54% evil.

The first 5 boxes is surely lar! Who don't ? For the 5th box, I did it when I was in primary school. I'm an evil cina!

Racist and Sexist joke ? Not really, a lil' bit maybe. Not jokes, but me an my friends once in a while will make fun of certain aspects in that 2 'theme' .

and boxes number, 3rd set, last box, what is the 'c' word??
CIBAI ??? -reminds me of Ceddy.

The older I get, the better person I become..I hope~ lolx.

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Since I feel relaxed and happy today, I'm going to share something or to be exact humiliate/ make fun of myself.

This is like ....fuah!
I barely share this kinda topic publically.

I'm superbly happy today. So what got me into this happiness was; My first colleague, besides my boss and another boss talked to me!! I bumped this dear colleague (which I dont even know the name...) into few times during lunch hour. I've got no courage to ask this dear colleague to makan lunch with me. Since I'm happy, let me share some silly fantasizing with ya'll.

I found myself a part-time job, data cleansing. So which mean, I had to deal with 4-5 figures of data on daily basis and if I'm lucky, 3 figures. It's pain in the ass job. It's routine-based job and I officially developed hatred towards Microsoft Excel now.

I work for Tangs. Yealar, itu Tangs lar - itu departmental stores lar!
So, my bulk of data usually involve the the members.

From what I observed, ladies now a days do not like to fill in their date of birth, and their status, as age and single/married.

Suprisingly they are some exception in today's data. Some of the ladies, eventually fill in their status, the difference is, from writing their name eg, LIM SHOOK YEE to now MRS TAN .
-.-

My goodness sake!
Will it cost you a fortune to fill in the details properly.
To me, either fill or don't fill.

So I started to imagine...me and my lovely hubby....sweet sweet love....etc.
If someone were to approach me and ask me how should he/she address me...

I'll tell him/her ; You can call me (for eg.) Mrs Chen.
-that's my mum's maiden name, I AM NOT HALLUCINATING MYSELF WITH MY CRUSH !! OKAY!!! lolx.

or the cantonese/chinese way; telling the other party that my husband's name is CHEN, and they will automatically address me as Mrs. Chen .
This is so cool ! This Mrs. thingy is such a good way to turn off those annoying guy. If you don't fancy him flirting or talking to you, just flaunt em' your husband's name!
That will do the, "not-available and well-protected" dirty job!!

Ladies/Women ; They are you partners, why fell shy/humiliating carrying his name with you? So if I get married with 'Chen' (it's just a surname...stop fantasizing me ppl!, no Chen XX exist ), my name will be Chen Lim Shook Yee.

Double surname, double the responsibility, its actually triple. Heavy burden but sweet to the max~ lolx.

Disclaimer disclaimer, I am not despo for marriage.

It might not sound funny to you...But But...can you ...feel it...imagine...the cool-april, manja-ing with the hubby, I hardly see myself that way lar... xp
think....It's just funny lar. I'm turning mid 20s in few years time, and this is my first time, think about all this! and I'm single now.

Hectic and stressful life turned me into a dependent person.
I'm a very ego kinda person. I don't think all these, even if I did, I don't share, but I'm so...silly today. I was like smirking and smiling to myself while working. My colleague must be thinking " confirm! she's insane ! She chop her long hair off on the 2nd week she started her job and now she's smiling at computer~ "

Nonsense lar me.

Goodnight~
xoxo.

Live. Love.Let Go.

2010-10-02T22:35:00.004+08:00

Charlie St. Cloud.

The first time I saw the poster, I need to watch this bearing no knowledge of what this movie is about.

The only thing that strike my mind was - ZAC EFRON.

Weeks later, I recollect that I saw the thriller way before the poster is up at the highway.

It's not a high rating movie, in fact, it was kinda low, 4.8 out of 10.

The storyline developed in a slow pace, but not to the extend that you would start to think, "I've been in the cinema for like hours, when is this gonna end" ??
-afterall, it is a love story, so bare with it.

Just-a-brief-summary.

The movie is basically about Charlie (Zac) and his little brother Sam, they have a close tie bond between them. And of course, according to the description, live.love and let go... ; Sam died in an accident while Charlie was revived by the paramedic.

Somehow, Charlie is able to see Sam. He made a promise to Sam that everyday the during sunset, while the canon blast or something la, they would meet up in the wood and play baseball. At grief, Charlie works in the cemetery where his lil' bro is buried. He is 100% devoted to his brother. He would not break his promise. He deferred his scholarship and opportunity in college just to keep his promise toward his little bro.

Then he meet Tess (Amanda Crew), yadaa yadaa...he likes her. And because of her, he was late to meet up with his brother. Jealousy arises. Charlie choose his brother over Tess. ... Cut the story short, which eventually Tess is actually missing. She sailed into the storm and she never came back. Charlie later on discover that the 'reason' he was given second chance to live.

Amanda Crew's nose look abit weird. Rhinoplasty?

And Zac's abdomen. Lovin it.

This movie is actually applying the jurisprudence fact of natural law. Following, particularly, John Finnis. According to Finnis, human need to have sense of detachment in order to live the life to the fullest. And what happened here is the best example. If you don't let go, it lingers there forever. It will only stop, when you move on.

We are not suppose to to be overly attached to our dearest or family or certain people. In short, we need to be independent lar~
At the end of the story, he let go of his brother and move on, that is where he can continue or start to have his second half of the journey of his life.

Everything sound or made so easy. It is because we are looking at it from third-party sight. We are not involved physically or mentally in it. We wouldn't know. Everyone is one of us is special and different. We can't just make some one to think from our perception and aspect them to 'let it go' immediately. Even medical prescription are different from case to case basis. Not everyone can take a table of paracetamol and the fever will subside. Some may need two.

So why don't we, the third party be supportive toward them. Let them have the time they need to heal. Don't judge them. Let time do its job.

...

If you listen to me patiently, you will notice that most of the time I am not judging. I was just wondering; enquiry; questioning. Some people just don't get it.

I'll just sabar and lupakan lah~

Next movie that I want to watch, Julia Roberts in Eat, Pray and Love.

Mid-autumn

2010-09-26T00:04:00.004+08:00

I somehow managed to not failed myself with this traditional festive!
I love playing with fire.

As requested by Mama...nah here you go.
Light up lantern just to please her. . . But it looks nice lar.

This year, something different. Cheryl and Shang Leng are the culprits..

We had some usual activities rather than walking around with lanterns.
Something like chasing dogs,

....

We have a lil' competition of candle blowing ...too..
What's the prize? Syok sendiri win lar..

and...taaaadddddahhhh!

our masterpiece !

.The enshrined candle wax.

Beautiful isn't it ?? awww~ Check this out.

I bet you guys aware that pictures are deceiving in nature, right.

Accident do occur.

Hangus lantern.
and thanks to them, I relive my childhood days !
My mum fooled me all my life! There is a tricks to make the candle holder to grab the candle tight in the lantern and my mum didn't tell me!

I remember I had a hard time trying to light the lantern. The candle just wouldn't stick on the based although i burnt the bottom of it !!

Now I know.... just fold the 4 'tippies' up ! Thank lord, oh no, cheryl making my life easier. I felt cheated by all these while!

Well, not mama's fault, she don't know that tricks ... -.-

A P R I L

Blingzz..

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SOME nonsense la...

Updates on my physical appearance...
Need to expose myself more, otherwise people will think that I'm deceiving my current image.
Yes, I do look ugly with short hair.

No more so-called aprilpretty.
But please have mercy on me, don't call me ugly.
Tell it behind my back laa..if you want.

Decided to wear a dress and ballerina shoe to class today. My hair are turning me superb manly.
The purpose of the dress is to neutralised the tomboyish of my hair. But I reluctant to look superb girly so I'll retained the man's bag!

I still hate going to college.

Loyalty

2010-09-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

Loyalty : commitment: the act of binding yourself (intellectually or emotionally) to a course of action

Betrayed by some closest to you?
Seek them..

Our mankind bestfriend! Doggy!

Initially there were 3 or 4 doggies if I'm not mistaken. As I approach nearer to get a better shot, they ran off.
This is the saki baki of them..

My bad, screwed their gathering party ;p

Nonsense lar.

2010-09-22T19:13:00.002+08:00

. Candid Shoot .

Picture by Bobby Koh.