August Thai 3rd - 10th

At last, the reason that kept me alive back then was this! It has been a tough year, I was refering to 2010.

PHUKET 2011 awesome...

x:xx pm upon arrival at hote, The Gallery, Patong.

We seemed so lost and blur. How to top up credit for local phone???

Ohh~ *122* ...if I'm not mistaken. I forgot.

Scary. All the wires coiled up and entangled...

able to hear noises of the current...

Local food : Pancake! Awesome! Go for banana pancake!

Crispy Roti Canai Pisang-like with evaporated milk toping!

Bad Choice, Corn. - Almost tasteless.

Things to do....

Phang Nga

Most of the time, I reluctant to get involve with things that require me putting on helmet. I look super dumb with that on. First, it will somehow senget, 2 possibilities ;

1) I did not put it on correctly

2) My head is not round.

2 - is more likely.

Some waterfall at Phang Nga..

Flying Fox

Makan

Waterfall

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The next day;

Agendas : Island hoping.

Literally hop.

We meet this cute buddies from somewhere between Russia and Mongolia. For convenient purpose, we treat them as Russian. They are soldier and a lawyer ! and good friend.

We have difficulties in communicating. So we actually draw things... pigs, shark. Funny.

Two adorable huge russian man!

PhiPhi Island~ aww. I love Cheryl to the max. ~

Cheryl, Shu Shuen & Alan

Someone's sexy ass~~... (right).

Thailand have cute breed of stray dogs.

Most of the are FAT & HAIRY & Live in Ignorance. - macam boss!

What is this dog doing here in the busy area -Bangla Street??

-busy eating snack. sit and eat like nobody's business.

I totally 38...

Ovaltine Float!

Freak, I love ovaltine! Bad news for Milo lovers, ovaltine are way more popular than Milo! AWesomee!!

and corn pie...

My breakfast...

That is ovaltine incase you do not know~!

In Tuk tuk heading to Phuket Town, bus station - PHUKET - KRABI

Krabi!!!

Krabi's version of the Phuket Bangla's street dog. Live in ignorance. Sleeping on the same spot, everyday, in the middle of the street!

Fat and grumpy too~

Chung Shang Hui

Kayak....

Again this stupid picture of my injury. It looks, 'minor' - no biggie !! Well, its not, the reason I make a big fuss about it is because

1)there were puss.

Prolly the mangrooves root are poison or something.

2) I didn't know the blunt root of mangrooves are actually sharp!

Bodoh...

Local Delights. Tom Yam~!! I like!!!! Drool**

By, Cheryl....unbelievable! lolx. Nola, she can cook.

Krabi Town



Looks nice, taste ok. Oh, with black ants too...

Aonang Beach








Last day of Krabi. Sun bathing ...awesome. I was smilling to myself for no apparent reason. This is what I've been longing and wanting for such a long time after all the crappy and stress moment..

Favourite song, sun, beach, friend & bikini..wonders..

10th august. Remembrance Date.

It was supposed to be a happy trip that I shall remember, but it turned out to be a tragedy..

I received a call from my brother while I was on my way to Krabi Airport.

I saw his phone number appearing on my sexyphone's screen. I was expecting mean voice of him asking me " eh, bodoh, where you? today balik ah? "

I was wrong. .. he paused for 2 seconds, in a devastated voice.. and he said :

'shook yee ah...baba sei jor ...'

My brain spinned so fast trying to define each of the word clearly. We do not joke about all this, he can't be fooling about this and there is no way this is real. Hell no..

I demand for clarification and he explained what happened..

Someone took my dad away from me. He was a strong and healthy 72 years old man. His strength are tougher then the 3 of us in the family. He afraid of nothing and he loves animal. ..

How can this happened? Life is so not fair.

I have not got the chance to meet him ...the last time I talked to him was a week ago before I left to Phuket.

I was anticipating for his ego smiles and hidden happy face when I came back from Thailand, to give him ciggies that I intended to get him from airport and pocket money from my first official salary..

I wanted to bring him and mummy to go on a trip..He has never been on a plane. He was working all his life for the families..and all that he received, all these while are hatred from both the families..

Baba, that is not true, although we are mad about what happened, but we still love you..We want you to be able to relax and leave the monetary issue on us, someday.. Just another few months time...we need to do it slowly..I just graduated.. We need time..

And time does not permit..

I didn't know that he is actually anticipating ...see me graduate.. All the good and happy stuff are just few months ahead...

We planned family trip, good news are coming ahead. Collecting my new car...taste the wine that bro's gf bought for him on his 72th bday. Family picture...my convo...

I miss his 'hidden smile' alot...everything we bought something for him, he will never say that it taste good. But we can tell it from his face that he likes its..

At this moment, all I wish for is the ability to travel through time.. I always think that it is childish to asked for a super power like this, and I will never ask for this. .. But through desperation. I want it..although it is not possible. I want it. I think of any possibilities everyday and night..

I tried to imagine what had happened that day, how did I happened. What was he doing..his feeling..did he endure the whole incident with his eyes wide open...did he feel the pain...

I do not know how to tell my dad to rest in peace while I know that there is so much that he is anticipating and there is so much that we wanted to do for him...I just...can't say it...

If I can do a substitution on this, I have no hesitation to replace his position..

I hope justice will be on our side you big fat liar! Making false statement and such attitude on a Bulan Ramadan, Bulan Suci. ..

....

Everything is supposed to happy, it is all well -planned...we never exclude you from our plan..

You will always be in my heart.