Initially I wanted to name the post as courage, then Cheryl's post initiated the doubt in me, which ..maybe its muka tembok a bit bit, up to you...
I prefer COURAGE.
Being an ordinary girl at the age of early 20s, I still have this so-called love at first-sight thingy.
To be exact, its not love at first sight, its just that I have no experienced or the tendency to date my long standing guy friends. I just dont fall for them.
The 'fall' stage usually occur the very first time I met someone.
If it doesnt occur, this mean we are friends. full stop. Nothing more.
If it occur, well its good ..and even better if it is mutual.
Blablablabal .CHAP* CHAP* .Cut the story short.
I met someone the other day.
I am amazed by him.
He is charming, cute, adorable, talented, talkative, creative, nice, friendly, hard-working, independent determined, etc.
His voice is ...bagaikan bunyi ombak di laut...Its strong and soothing at the same time. All I can say is - EAR CANDY.
When he plays the guitar, it is like as if he is born with that talent.
He is like the greatest creation of god.
He is ..IRRESISTABLE.
He is like my McDreamy.
I cannot believe that I can actually see my McDreamy in person. Its no fairy-tale !
It makes more sense if I can stay by his side... ^.^
Back to 'today'
I have this urge to tell him my feelings.
I need someone to surpress my feeling, and I was msn-ing John aka Katak, told him about this..
He replied, "Tell him, life is short"
I got over-whelmed by that phrase and decided to tell him...later.
I was in the bus, heading to school, listening to his song..his voice..
I decided to let him know.
Afterall, like what cheryl said, its only one-off. It's ok to be psychotic to someone that I don't get to meet often and someone whom I can easily get rid of my sight.
I texted him.
A long one..
3 pages long.
I told him I like him...very much..did I ??
Wondering what he reply me?
Well, its not important, my sms nature is a confessing type rather than asking him to give me a try.
His reply is rather sitting-on-the-fence. lolx
It doesnt matter.
Serious.
But if things work out of course its GOOD la~
I guess this will be the first and last time I ever confess my feeling to someone I admire.
People always say, nam jai juii lui chai, kat chang sann, nuii jai chuiii lam jaii jao gakk chang sarr.
In english it means, when a guy go after a girl, he needs to go through a mountain/hill, but if a girl go after a guy its merely a pile of sand in between, ie; its easy as ABC.
I dont think so.
Afterall, Mcdreamy is meant to be in dream. Its not suppose to be in reality. Fantasy for always
Chemistry and feeling is always the main concern.
So far he is the only one which I have the urge to do so..and I did it.
I'm proud of myself. Nothing to be muka tembok about.
I did for my own good.
Did I mentioned he look like my previous nonsense so-called bf...eeewk.
This feeling has nothing to do with my so-called ex-bf.
I am aware this.
no mood to continue.
Thats it..good night.
This will be part of my memory when I get old later.
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WooTT~ I like. Cute dou~! and its appearance is not the womenly-type.
Doris Gan
thanks for hanging out at my 'brand-CK' . Its our 1st friendship anniversary since the 2009 14th February BeerCamp. 
Twitter kakis.
Picture/Photograph ; courtesy from flyfm webby.
Cheryl, Fubu aka Amelia, Bryan, dunno who, Eklern aka Fb hubby, Ck, April & Bebee
Seriously, who is that guy?
The so-called wifey lamp-post and hubby relationship in FB & Twitter.
eklern dunno want to kill who..
The situation is a lil' intense for bryan..
